I found a job which pays me a miserable $5.25/hr. But it's the only accounts temp job available, oh well. Just glad that it's only till end of this month.

When I went back to hsbc yesterday to return the pass, I felt foreign in that place. Though people took the initiative to say hi and asked about my life, I just felt I didn't belong. Yeah, they have new contract staff, they have Shermaine, plus Sean is leaving in 2 hours time......who really gives a damn about some girl who has left the good bank.

Seriously, sometimes I can't convince myself why did I ever leave in the first place. But always, after calming down and getting over it, I will come to a realisation that leaving is the best option.

Yet the whole cycle starts again whenever I think of it.

You wouldn't want to know how awkward I really really felt when I went back yesterday. So stop making me miss those colleagues I had.

From now onwards I'm gonna scrimp and save.